Be still and know I am God ~psalm 46:10
There is something greater than you and I.
It masterminds the grand production of our life.
Will we trust long enough to allow it to manifest?
Truth.
I am overwhelmed.
The smallest task seems to bring choas into my inner world. I blame it on juggling too much. My work. My family. My money problems. You name it and that is the reason why I feel the way I do. I can be doing absolutely nothing and still feel I’m rotting inside. Rotting like the composte in my backyard.
A closer look reveals a deeply ingrained pattern of my life. I’m very aware that my self-sabotaging nag is on my back. She thrives on chaos. My problem is that my body can’t keep up. My adrenals need gentle care.
On this special day, I ask a client to sit in front of a mirror. Her mission is to first notice and then answer one question.
“I sit in front of the mirror just like you asked me to do. At first, I can only cry behind my closet door. I notice self denial. I sob as I realize I’ve been ignoring myself. I can feel myself crying for help.
I am crying for me.
I can see in the red skin below my eyes the plea for rest.
I notice my belly. I know I have been ignoring it for so long. Years. Painful years that I shut out.
Mostly, I notice my eyes. My face. My longing heart. My inner talk. It festers with negativity and too many things to do. I feel rushed. It smothers my natural glow. The glow I want to share with you.
I notice a desire. Like snow wants to melt in the spring air. I too long for the layers to melt away. I see frustration that smothers my love inside. It smothers my self-acceptance.
I am allowing the tears to melt away the inner turmoil. I notice the feeling of patience and kindness. Ever so gently I see the the light.
There is glow. It pushes through the choas. In this moment it is shining through me. I can see truth. The truth is in me. If only I can sit still and stay focused on this gentle moment. The softness. I can see my true self.
Once I was in this space I asked my question in a gentle, loving way…”what is the truth I must tell myself?”
I was patient. I was gentle. And I waited.
And then like an angel whispering, two little words.”
Be Still.
That client. She is me. All of me.
Mirror reflection can reveal everything if you allow yourself to trust what it holds. Be patient with yourself and allow the gentleness to unfold. Honor the words whispered.
The words are from your heart… space.
With love,
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I appreciate so much each and every one of you who take the time to read these letters. If there is meaning behind these words for you I would love to hear from you. the work I do is for you. So if it resonates please let me know. xo
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